I so wish that I was writing a different blog post but here we are.

I had a pretty strong feeling that this transfer didn’t work, last week while we were camping. I had been taking home pregnancy tests every day since day 5 after the transfer.

All the tests were coming back negative, not even a faint line was showing up.

I went in to the doctor yesterday morning, 14 days after transfer, to do some bloodwork so they could measure the exact amount of HCG in my body.

I got the call at 2:30pm yesterday that my HCG was less than 5, which is a negative in the pregnancy world.

To say that we are devastated is an understatement. It feels like we are just walking down this road that doesn’t have an end in sight.

I keep telling myself that this HAS to be God’s plan. Why would he put us through all this if there isn’t a light at the end?

I’ll get back up again and keep trying because that’s what I do.

I wouldn’t even be able to get back up again and keep trying if it wasn’t for the support of my husband. Eric, I will continue to walk with you down this road and any other road for that matter because I know that if I’m holding your hand along the way, everything will be ok. I love you.

Thank you all for your love and support.

Until next update,

Jess ❤️